How about tomorrow

Well.

Its been a little while.

I know I have been putting off bloggin for some time now.

Actually Ive been putting off a lot of things lately.

Procrastication has been a problem. I realize that while I sit here typing about it.

I actually know I need to stop.

Maybe re-evaluate my so called procrastination.

Maybe let go of some of the bad habits I have fallen into lately.

I might be able to do that now.

...If everything goes right at work...

New employee starting tomorrow. Hopefully I will have some relief.

I am pretty content with what I have to work with.

My life seems to be always be sitting on the brink of complete failure though.

and I would really like that to change the most.

Buts its like a curse. From the very begining it was there.

I dont know.

Everything works itself out in the end.

Thats all I know. Thats all that I can live by.

Maybe this time, I will get it right.

grawr on turmoil.

just grawr.

Happy 420

Ahhh...finally. Once a year, I have a wonderful reason to smoke all day until I am biligerent.

Thank you Earth Day, AKA 420!

Its like Easter or Halloween for me! My all time favorite Holiday aside from Thanksgiving and my birthday. I wish someone would make me a basket of many delicious different types of weed and smoking utensils for me to wake up to in the morning. haha. That would be awesome.

I will be closing my office at lunch time today in honor of the wonderful greens. I am going to do something epically fun! Involving much smoking and silliness!

So yea. If you wanna chilll for 420. hit me up!

ahhh music.

Codependance

I dont think that is what my problem is. I really do hate being alone, but only because I like the company and I feel safe (mom always said...there is safety in numbers) but at the same time, if im always around people, does that make me codependant? I mean, I can function without anyone here. I really just prefer to not be alone.

Things happen when you are alone. Someone could come in and rob my place. It could catch on fire. I mean really, any number of things could happen. But I would rather have someone around to go through it with me. To help keep me sane.

I guess the real reason that this is even pertinent right now is because for the first time in a long time I am completely alone in my surroundings. There is no grandma right next door. There is no roommate one room over. It is only me and my little chillins. Essentially I feel vulnerable and I really do not like it.

Matt left today as well. and I am used to him always being around. Danny has been gone for some time now...and I miss him like crazy...but again, he is not around. My boyfriend, yea he lives down the road a little, but he just started working and he wont be around so much anymore either. Whats a girl to do at a time like this?

So here I am, little ol me in this big ol place...and I am alone.

But I think im going to be okay. I really hope I am going to be okay.

just another weekend

or was it? or will it be?

My life is pretty freakin amazing...and I am enjoying it. Last weekend...stellar! I heart my new boyfriend and it doesnt really matter what we are doing, I am just enjoying everything. Saturaday morning, I woke up, had my morning smoke, and just reflected upon the day, the beautiful weather, the blue sky, the birds. My next thought was, I should go to the lake. I didnt. But I kinda wish I would have. Even if I would have been alone. My day...it was hectic. Normal worky type things, cause I made the mistake of going home instead of the lake. But still hectic. In the end however, it turned out amazing. I was drunk once again, enjoying some chill people and chill places. Partied through the night. But I didnt rave. I didnt even really want to rave actually. but ya know...it happens. Sunday was okay too. I dont want to talk about it. I am a silly slacker. But the day was enjoyable all the same.

This upcoming weekend will probably be one of the most memorable of my entire life. I have no doubt that anything and everything that happens will be no short of epic in every way possible.

Easter Moon Bitches!!!! This Saturday April 11, 2009 at the Firebird Raceway!





Easter Moon 04/11 feat Rabbit in the Moon (live), Daedelus (live), Tech Itch, Stompy, and Z-trip!!!! Come be a part of one of the most amazing events in AZ to date!!!!!
The Original Easter Show Returns from a 8 Year Hiatus. The Date that was orignally held by Team Rave, we have brought them on board to help bring you an event you will remember.



Fresh Culture In Association with Neurobias, AZHC and Team Rave present


EASTER MOON.



APRIL 11, 2009



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R.I.T.M. is the most original electronic group in the world, with the release of their 12" singles, remix work, and exploration in live performance, R.I.T.M. have established an enormous fan base that continues to grow. A band that exists on many levels, they are enjoying there tenth year of attacking your senses and emotions.
The Music
Most people's first exposure to Rabbit was their song called out-of- body experience. It was released in 93, and is still to this day played in clubs around the world, when most other artist’s tracks are left for dead after 2 weeks. In a 2003 issue of Muzik magazine, O.B.E. was listed as the number one most sought after record in the last decade. After the release of phases of an out of body experience (remixes of O.B.E.) on Hardkiss Recordings '94 the demand for R.I.T.M. became enormous. They began collaborating and doing remix work for everyone from Goldie, Sarah McLachlan, BT, and Garbage, to The Smashing Pumpkins, Sven Vath, Stone Roses, and Eric Clapton. Their style of electronic music is timeless, but to truly understand this group is to see and hear them live.

Rabbit in the Moon's live experience has the power to evoke emotion at will. With a mix of performance art, live video projections, and original music. R.I.T.M. create a powerful connection with their audience. In the Readers Poll Awards 1997 URB MAGAZINE, R.I.T.M. was voted the #1 live performance act in the country. They have been called the Grateful Dead & Pink Floyd of electronic music. Wherever they perform, new believers are born. For many, the show is a religious experience, lives are changed. All this from a band that has never had to grace the screens of music television for an audience. They've been on a grass roots journey, making believers one show at a time. And from New York to Tokyo all the fans with Rabbit in the Moon tattoos see and understand that. They tell the story. This isn't a now thing, it's a forever thing..
http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vd3d3LnJhYmJpdGludGhlbW9vbi5jb20=



Daedelus (live)

Alfred Darlington (born Alfred Weisberg-Roberts) is an experimental music producer based out of Los Angeles, California. Daedelus pioneered using the Monome in conjunction with Max/MSP for live performances.[1] He is a part of the groups Adventure Time and The Long Lost. He is currently signed to the Ninja Tune label but has released material with a number of labels, including: Plug Research, Mush, Laboratory Instinct, Eastern Developments, Phthalo, Merck, Big Dada, Soul Jazz, Distill, Hefty, Bit Of Heaven, Temporary Whatever, Stones Throw, Alpha Pup, Eat Concrete and Warp. He is also a founding DJ at the internet radio station Dublab.

http://www.myspace.com/daedelusdarling


Z-Trip

Z-Trip is one of the biggest DJs of our time, doing over 100 shows a year, every year. Considered by many to be a founder of the mash-up movement, his musical tastes are eclectic and his mixing style rejects simple classification. His early independent releases have become highly sought after collectibles. Uneasy Listening, the collaboration with DJ P, was one of the first of its kind, and has sold for as much as $500 on eBay.

No other DJ can claim playing to 500,000 people opening for the Rolling Stones at Sars-stock in Toronto, playing the Bonaroo main stage to over 70,000 people 2 years in a row, in addition to headlining a tent at Coachella twice. He's also been busy around the world doing the Good Vibrations Festival in Australia 2006, as a headliner. All of this in addition to his US and international headlining sold out shows, and multiple club residencies.

Z-Trip's major label debut "Shifting Gears" was given 4 stars by Rolling Stone—it's highest honor. The first single "Walking Dead" went Top 20 and featured Chester Bennington of Linkin Park. The album also had two Number 1s on the college chart. "Listen to the DJ" featuring Soup of Jurassic 5 and "Shock and Awe" featuring Chuck D. He's also a master of the remix, with a stand out re-working of The Jackson 5's "I Want You Back" on "Motown Remixed".

Z-Trip can be seen in the movie "Scratch" (and "Scratch Live") alongside Q-Bert, Mix Master Mike and originators of the art form like Afrika Bambaataa and Jazzy Jay. In addition, he's appeared in "Brainfreeze" and "Product Placement", two live concert movies, both of which feature friends DJ Shadow and Cut Chemist.

http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vd3d3LmRqenRyaXAuY29t

Stompy

A player in the happy hardcore game for over a decade now,
DJ Stompy aka Leigh Horton has produced over 40 records including the timeless club hits, 'I Believe' and 'Come and Follow Me' and the more recent Star Tonight, and time to fly.

In addition to running his own label, New Era, his tracks have earned pride of place on compilations like Hardcore Heaven, Bonkers, Helter Skelter and Slammin' Vinyl.

Having spent time whipping up a frenzy in numerous countries around the world including Japan, Canada & australia, he can't wait to return to Arizona to showcase all his new material.


Tech Itch

myspace.com/techitch



Local DJS INCLUDE:

TURNER & HEIT

TRANZIT & MICHAEL JAMES

MATT DUNN

CYTHERIA VS NEXONE

PAC D

SPYDER

SID

SINABYTE



Partial Production Includes

Laser Wizardry Lasers

Ruckus Sound

Harmonic Lights

AAA Posse- Visuals

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