So much to say with no good way to say it.
My mind races often. Its my biggest downfall I think. Lately, I have been distracted, distraught, and somewhat displaced in my own surroundings. I make my own life pretty difficult because I am really incredibly good and making horrible decisions. I know this. I can admit it. Ive actually come to pretty good terms with it.
I mean, everytime I see things clearly, I kinda come to this realization of exactly what the mistake is, and i think to myself...theres another one I will not make again. And while this is in no way funny, at some point you have to be able to laugh at your yourself. I make decisions and I deal with consequences. Thats the way my life works. I really just look forward to the day that the universe decides to cut me a break. (Dear Universe, can it please be while my kids are teenagers?)
Thats it for now I guess.
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